This is a blog about Mental Disorders. Jennifer has Schizophrenia as well as being Bi Polar. Lisa has DID/MPD or Dissociative Identity Disorder/Multiple Personality Disorder which is rare. These are things we go through or have gone through. If you have a Mental Disorder and would like to join this blog please email me at jennilaverne@aol.com.
Friday, January 28, 2005
Apparently self-injury is common in people with DID.
I just wish I could fight the feelings more than I am able to. Sometimes it's the only thing that makes me feel 'real' in an unreal world. Makes me feel better, more in touch with things, more HERE instead of so fragmented. I've successfully fought off the urges about 5 times so far since my diagnosis...and I'm proud of each time. It was embarrassing when I had to go for blood tests yesterday and my arm was all scarred with long straight lines. The technician didn't say anything but she did see and I just looked away. There are some things that are so broken that they cannot be fixed. Ever.
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