Feeling better...

I have begun therapy about my father molesting me. It will be a long road but a healthy one. I think I delayed therapy because of the voices. But I must be ready for this. I told her some of the story about it and she says it is like a breakthrough for me and I will start feeling better. I do feel better. I have been holding it from therapy for five years now.

My psychiatrist increased my dosage of Geodon...my hallucination medicine...from 160 mg to 240 mg a day. It helped a lot.