This is a blog about Mental Disorders. Jennifer has Schizophrenia as well as being Bi Polar. Lisa has DID/MPD or Dissociative Identity Disorder/Multiple Personality Disorder which is rare. These are things we go through or have gone through. If you have a Mental Disorder and would like to join this blog please email me at jennilaverne@aol.com.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
I have my suicidal days too...
I've gotten as far as having a definite plan outlined in my mind for when the time comes. No pills, that's not reliable and could just leave you embarrassed or comatose. No knives or guns either, not reliable enough either. My way is absolutely foolproof, and just knowing that keeps me from doing it in some strange way. It's like it's always there, if I need it, but nothing so far has been quite bad enough to need it. I think it's more of a feeling of knowing that I could control it if I absolutely had to that helps.
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