Terrified

I feel terrified that something bad is going to happen. It has been going on a few hours now. I couldn't even go into Walmart with my husband. I just sat in the car glued to the seat. I told my husband that I was having a problem with the schizophrenia and he just new I couldn't go into Walmart. First time that that has happened. He understood. I really hope it calms down before I go to work in about 15 minutes. I have never called in to work because of the schizophrenia but I might need to. Not today. I can't afford it.