Monday, October 11, 2004

I feel like I wanna cry alot

All the time, I feel like I am going to break down in tears. Sometimes I wanna run away but not because Melvin is doing anything wrong ---but just because I feel that sad. I feel like I am wasting my life but that is not how I truly feel. I wanna drink, too, lately. I feel so sad. I wander about my kids. I wander why Melvin even cares about me.

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